Hey ya'll whas good?  I really didnt have much time earlier, so now I'll tell u in detail how my life has been goin!!:

Monday my sister, Chelsie, Dom, Spencer and I all went to the laundry mat and my sister learned (finally) how to do her own laundry! (after 16 yrs of her life)  lol I love u Jay! lol  well then lata that night Spencer asked me out and I said yes. I was really happy, but I b'came confused and kinda sad b'cuz then at like 5:30am  on

Tuesday  I spilled my heart out to the love of my life (he knows who he is) And yea... but then lata that day my sis, Chelsie, Dom, Spencer and I all hung out... nothin special and we did the same exact thing on  Wednesday except that Dom, Spencer and I all walked to McDonalds (by ghetto 'Vee) and then on the way back, Spencer got into a shopping cart and Dom pushed the cart into a snowbank and they both got up and laughed at Spencer's aching body! It was some real Jackass type'a stunts right thurr lol it was pretty hullarious though.  then on

Thursday my sister dropped me off at Dom's house and I chilled with Dom, Dustin (Dom's cuz'n and my long time friend), and Mike (Dom's neighbor)  and we all purdy much did nothin in perticular (Dustin)unless ur important enough to hear it of coarse! (if u think u r then ask about it lol)  HA! well anyways then I ended up breaking up with Spencer b'cuz Dustin likes me and I really really really REALLY like him (and now... idk its confoozin, so im me or ask if u want the whole story!) but anyways... then on

Friday well, lets see... I hung out with Dom, Dustin, and my sis ... but it kinda sucked, cuz my sis is so much prettier than me and so much skinnier and just all around better and I think Dustin started to see that so he was like flirting with her (*HARD CORE*) like the whole time so it kinda sucked for me, but it was okay in the end, cuz I am the one who got the kiss goodnight!! 

              wow that was alot...   HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!  I love u all

    ~I'll love u until the moon refuses to shine no more forever~

                                     Love,

                                           Lia

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to all u guys out there:  

to that one special guy out there:    and ur the reason! <3

to everyone who sees this:    u all r amazing. I really do love u all!

to all who dont appriciate me just remember this:  so just love me damnit.

and if not,   HA! funny shit right thurr! lol

sometimes I feel like:  

and too often I feel like this:   this is so true)

wow i better quit b4 i worry u guys...

 OH YEAH!!)   thas me!! lol)    ha!!! lol)

     I am in love with this one!!!!!!!!

 oh so true!)   pretty eye)   this is so cute)

     hahahaha!! effin hullarious!!) 

well thats all for today!!  by the way... USE MY ICONS!! please!! just as long as u gimme a shout out!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                     Love

Hey Ya'll!  well lets see... I broke up with Spencer b'cuz I really like sumone else (***** !!!!! ) well anyways ummm... ITS GOIN DOWN ON NEW YEARS!!!  yeaboi!!  lol yea fer sur im gettin effin DRUNK! lol well thats it fer now

                    Love

                    Lia

i love u jeffrey lol

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Hey ya'll!

  well... today was a very busy day and its not even half way over yet!!!  I woke up at like 11:30  and my sis and i went to the mall to exchange some clothes then we got our nails done (my xmas present to her)  then we got chinese food and left. Then, who else calls us but DOM!! I love that kid! lol so we went and picked him and Spencer   up and we went to the other mall! lol so i spent all day at the mall! wow... oh and i left the house with $65 and now im completely broke... i spent my last $4 on a caramel frapachino at starbucks... HA! it was good. and now we're back at my sisters and im sitten here on Spencer's lap ( ha ha ha) and updating! (obviously) lol Well later we're goin to the movies (me, my sis, everette, maybe spencer and whoever else...)  and i have no idea what were gonna see... oh well we'll figure it out...       Hey well that's gotta be all fer now!

                              All love to ya all...  

                                       Lia

Hey! now it's 3:03am and i figure i'll tell ya'll bout the rest of  my night!!  Well...  After i got off, we got in the car and went to the laundry matt and i saw who else but Cierra Browning (<3 u CC!), LeAisa Voshell (Pookie!!), and Erika .... (idk her last name) but it was awesome!!!!!!!!    OH!!  BUT WHILE WE WERE IN THE CAR... Spencer asked me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I SAID YES!!!!!!!!!!  yay yay yay yay yay!!   I'm so happy! that just made my whole freakin night right there, and then i saw the girls! i was so happy!  Then on top of it all, Dom asked my sister out!! and she said yes!!  omg... it was GREAT!  Well i ended up going over to Spencer's house and watching a movie with him after his mom decided to ask me (literally) like 20 questions!!! then chelsie came and got me and we picked up my sister so that we could drop Chels off and drive home, but OMFG U R'NT GONNA BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED THEN..... when my sis and i were driving home, we ran a red light and got pulled over!  WHAT AN EVENTFUL NIGHT HUH!!!????!!!!  omg, we got a effin $76 ticket and a warning!  what a way to ruin a perfect night huh? Well that's all for now!

                                      Love u always

                                            Lia

                                                 comment me!

here's some poems fer idk if u get bored or somethin!

 ** I found you on the way my beautiful one  the darkness has fallin life is longing to tell you the raptors are screaming my beauitful one they are offering to you the gift of life  deep down the moon shakes as the earth screams  for forgiveness for its the way he kisses you that makes you love him the way you do under the stars of the screaming moon he confesses every thing to you as the voice are compiled to  tell you the story, of love "love is a lonly way to live your life" those were the words spoken as silence fell upn the earth that night
For iam a child and i am confuesed by the words that were sat before me  for through my eyes love is a beauitful thing for those were the words that were spoken the night the earth did die  so my young child  dont be confuesd by the words of hate that were spoken be happy for tonight the pain will reced for tonight is the night the earth did

**You write such pretty words,
But life's no storybook.
Love's an excuse to get hurt.
and to hurt.. do you like to hurt? i do i do
then hurt me

********"Another thing is no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges too close."

Nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.

after the bars turn out their lights
and send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
and i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving*********

**Always...
  Sometimes you have to see the beauty in all the loneliness...
   Empty feolds move me so much more than rooms filled with friends. The way the trees look dead reminds me that there is more to life than living, and maybe giving up's not bad, but just part of letting go of you.
   My scars run deep... a reminder never to forget the times we've had together... I'll never forget
    If I surrender to this feeling, maybe all my aches and pains will go and I can fianally close my eyes, never again to have them open until i bleed out all i've been...
   I don't want to be alone...
I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so...

         All my love to my peeps back home!!  

                                        Lia

IT'S EFFIN CHRISTMAS!!!   i dont really like christmas like at all but i'll wish all of u have a good one anyways!!!    **~**still wishin**~**     what do i want fer christmas? I want that one special person to magicly appear in front of me and love me as i do him..... that hasta be all i effin want. oh well i guess i dont believe in miracles and that would be a god damn miracle, so yea....     **~**still lonely**~**    why me?  *sigh*   god i miss my little brothers.... i kno its sad but they were my best friends and the only people who i kno fer sur would love and claim me no matter what i did/do. if only if only...   there's so much i would change if only i could turn back time...  well hines sights 20/20 huh? yea.

                                    Fer my bros:

  Love u Spence!~Love u Sterling!~  U 2 boys were and always will be my life. Happy early b day Stid, my little cuddler... big sissy Wia is thinkin of u always....  To Spencer, my little listener (**its hairy**) ur a goofball and ur always on big sissy's mind too. What to do what to do...   Never forget that ur big sister loves u two!  ur my everything!   always and forever!  I kno u r sad cuz sissy isnt with u anymore, but it'll be okay. u 2 r so amazing!!  u r my favorite people in the world. ya kno, fer being so little, u sur had a big effect on my broken little heart!!  All love and i miss u more than anything. bffe u 2. **Hugs**  **kisses**  **snuggle**  **FIVE**  !!  lol i love u 2!! 

                           Fer my mommy:

I kno we had our problems, but all i want for christmas from u is ur love and approval. although u dont believe it i do miss u and i love u with all my heart!

                         Fer my sister of whom i live with:

u r my lovely... thanks for all the support... without u i'd be goin crazy...               

                              Aunt Heather:

 u were always there for me and i appriciate that more than u kno...  I love u...

                        Santa:

bring me my family back to me and make them love me again.....

                                 <3

                Lia

ps... EFFIN COMMENT ME PEOPLE!!

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YES ASHTON, OF COARSE U R THE(one of the) LOVE(s) OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!! but im still not having phone sex with you. lol

today at like 2... well yesterday now... i guess... my sister picked me up with David and Cory and we all went over to Cory's house. it was pretty great. OH AND CORY... I HAVE BRUISES BUDDY!!  U FUCKING BRUISED ME!!!  YA BULLY!! lol ur lucky i heart u so goddamned much!  Oh and by the way if u rip my brand new thong i will fucking kill u! lol *i heart u hun*

 I love *******   (but he doesnt love me)      OMFG!!!!!!!! GAR   Well it is 5:00am and i am bored b'cuz nobody in their right mind is up or on.....I've been up all f*ckin night!!! (crazy i kno) cory informed me that i cant go to sleep so yea! here i am! i didnt go to bed cory! lol anyways... its prolly good that im up tho cuz if i wasnt i wouldnt wanna get up at 7:30 in the god damned morning to drive over to see them fools!!  lol jp we do it cuz we love u guys! wow... im really tired. lol well ummm... lately i've been thinking alot about who i'd like to start talkin to again and i realize that...well u all dont need to know that! but u can kno that i'm madly in love with this person. he knows it too... I told him...last night. well earlier this morning really (around 3) but he knows.** I love u. i have loved u and i still do love u. I've loved u since 6th grade. u were my first true love and nothing can beat that. i kno u prolly think im crazy but im not. ** 4 those of u who kno my past very well u can pinpoint out who that person is and if not....well.... ur just screwed now r'nt u!!  lol HAHAHA!!  I really dont know what to do about this person because he really just re-entered my life not too long ago....as in... like earlier was the first time i've had an actual conversation with him in like 2 n a half years so yea... then there's this other person who i really like and i dont know what he wants or how he feels but i really really really really like him like alot alot!!!  seriously i like this kid so f*ckin much!! I dont even know... I just... I feel so good around him! ... then  there's this other guy who lives in Atkins and he really really likes me and i kinda like him, so i'm just stuck here huh!??!!!  lol well any advice from any of mah peeps would be deeply appriciated!  well im gonna go now so i love all of u guys... u all rock...                      comments plz?          Love always

                                    Lia